One day I’m gonna be off traveling the world

I really don’t have the slightest idea of what happened this week. Well, except the fact that I’ve skipped two of my classes last Thursday. One because our teacher spends more time talking about himself (and his kids) than the lesson itself. The second was because we tried to finish our research paper which is bloody due Tuesday next week, with the final defense three days after the finals weekend. That’s in two weeks. Bloody help us God.

too attached to a tv show, my life problems

I’ve finally finished the 9th season of Bones. Literally can’t wait for the 10th season premiere and what it brings. I prevent myself from thinking what comes next since in my opinion they’ve already exhausted major story lines (i.e., Brennan’s parents’ history, being buried alive and catching the gravedigger, killing a genius psychopath—Pelant—and a whole bunch of serial killers and murderers, played with the romance between Booth and Brennan,and had made Bones a fugitive) and now they’ve sent Booth to prison. Tbh, I wouldn’t really mind if they send all the characters to prison as long as the show stays alive until I’m deceased. I don’t think I could deal with losing this show. Not now. Not ever.

pointless useless

The teacher postponed our quiz for today. Again. I got so annoyed with him because ‘kabudlay bala magtuon!!’ (it’s hard—and totally frustrating—to study!!) I mean, storing all that crap overnight in my brain is a lot..what more four more days? anyway he kind of redeemed himself when he told me to look & inform him the moment I graduate. I felt like a huge stone was lifted from my chest.

I’m tired of talking to people

Desperately wanting trees to produce bills

When you know what to get your mother as her birthday present but you don’t have any money

sometimes i want a natural burial, so natural my family must bury my body w/o embalming and coffin then sometimes i want to be cremated and let them throw my ashes by a cliff overlooking the pacific ocean at sunset but then there’s this part of me that wants to donate my body to science let other people live longer or let forensic scientists do their thing idc

Is this so bad at all?

I once dreamed of going to Iraq and photographing explosions and child soldiers and scared families and the military and dead people 

and I think that dream has been awakened

except now maybe not Iraq in particular, any war zone country will do

sometimes being in an all girls group can be a little bit frustrating

With all the drama and the nonsense. Can the boys go home already!! they’d probably laugh at us for being childish; well we wouldn’t be in this situation if they were here
so yes I partly blame them

For the past couple of years, September has been known to be the month of musical shows by Prima Galaw, a group of performing artists in my city. Tonight they put life to the undying Cinderella. It was a good show but not as good as the previous first two i.e., Miss Saigon and The Little Mermaid. No offense to my high school classmate, who played the fairy godmother and did a VERY good job—-I’m not being biased; just stating the fact, the money I spent on buying the ticket wasn’t worth it. It was like watching the Cinderella come to life, kindergarten version because honest to God I was envisioning a much more mature Cinderella and prince charming—not the 12 and ten year olds who played those parts. I bet it was even more realistic if they dressed the king with a cape and had the stepsisters wear gigantic petticoats. For goodness sake it was the trademark of Cinderella, those petticoats. Anyway, I heard they’re doing Les Miserables next. Let’s see about that.

A friend sulked tonight because we unintentionally left her behind. We were so used to her being okay with that because she has her boyfriend around everywhere she go or her best friend who’s a close friend of us too. Unfortunately the best friend studies in Manila and the boyfriend is abroad so she has no one except us. And US left her. We didn’t mean to I swear! Ugh. I hope we fix this as I am not used to her mad at us. She never gets mad. Also we learned that she’s being bullied by this group in their class which may have been a big factor on her sudden change of emotion towards such a petty thing. I feel so bad. I am not fond of feeling this awful and guilty. I hope sleep would help.

For the past couple of years, September has been known to be the month of musical shows by Prima Galaw, a group of performing artists in my city. Tonight they put life to the undying Cinderella. It was a good show but not as good as the previous first two i.e., Miss Saigon and The Little Mermaid. No offense to my high school classmate, who played the fairy godmother and did a VERY good job—-I’m not being biased; just stating the fact, the money I spent on buying the ticket wasn’t worth it. It was like watching the Cinderella come to life, kindergarten version because honest to God I was envisioning a much more mature Cinderella and prince charming—not the 12 and ten year olds who played those parts. I bet it was even more realistic if they dressed the king with a cape and had the stepsisters wear gigantic petticoats. For goodness sake it was the trademark of Cinderella, those petticoats. Anyway, I heard they’re doing Les Miserables next. Let’s see about that.

A friend sulked tonight because we unintentionally left her behind. We were so used to her being okay with that because she has her boyfriend around everywhere she go or her best friend who’s a close friend of us too. Unfortunately the best friend studies in Manila and the boyfriend is abroad so she has no one except us. And US left her. We didn’t mean to I swear! Ugh. I hope we fix this as I am not used to her mad at us. She never gets mad. Also we learned that she’s being bullied by this group in their class which may have been a big factor on her sudden change of emotion towards such a petty thing. I feel so bad. I am not fond of feeling this awful and guilty. I hope sleep would help.